So, I've got several friends. Good close friends, online friends, college friends, high school friends, middle school friends, etc. I'm not popular, but the friends I do have are fiercely loyal. So how about I give a few shout outs to those good friends?
Also, this is in no particular order. Not ascending or descending. So don't get your panties in a twist if someone is "higher up" than you. If you're on the list, I love you. So chill.
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Puckie Pie-
Dunno how long we've been friends for; years? You and I have meaningless conversations about crying poops and then we'll go into philosophical debates about people and life. Our humor differs slightly from each other, but we're both pretty fucked up. And it works~ You put yourself down too often, but I don't hesitate to try and build you back up. Even when you'd rather be left alone to wallow. You have FANTASTIC art, despite your reservations about your talent. You are worldly in that you know so much about other places, but you don't glorify them. You don't think of yourself as this big shot, which is humbling. We Skype almost every night, which I like because I don't like being alone. Even though it's just a voice, you keep me company.
Rarie-
We've been friends since we were both illegals. Man, talking to you is awesome. You're a fantastic guy and you're honest as hell to boot. I should probably take your words to heart more often considering how truthful you are, but it's tough, you know? I'm skeptical because of my past and things that keep happening in my life. But you're certainly showing me that people can be good and not constant dickheads who are only out for their own gain. I appreciate all that you've helped me through, and I promise to be there for you whenever you might need a little bitchiness on your side. Stay awesome, mang~!
Bunny-
My lil' Uke Bun-Bun~ So sweet and gentle. Unless someone hurts your loved ones and you become fierce and merciless. Like an adorable akita; you love sitting in people's laps until someone you love has been harmed and you go apeshit against the offender. Your heart is bigger than any I've ever known. You love so many people, even when they wrong you time after time. Which is sad, but you can't stop yourself from helping and loving people. Somehow, you love me. For all my bitchiness, short-temper, sharp-tongue, and grumpiness, you still love me. Of course, I never turn any of this against you, unless you've done something stupid. But then even you agree you deserve it. You're such a little domestic, it's adorable~ You appreciate all the BDSM things that I also like. We talk and chat about what our Masters do for/to us. And gush about all the adorable things they do.
Emmett-
Man, oh, man. You've become such a classy dude. I remember back in high school when you'd be just as eccentric as Lindsey at the lunch table. But even then I acted out too. Now you're suave and smooth. A little addicted to attention, but with all that you get I can understand it. You've got such a way with words that makes my own vocabulary and diction quite jealous. I can't even find literature that's half as good as some of the things you write, as infrequent as you do it.
Ryui-
You my friend are one awesome person. The way you think and your musings about current life make me want to listen to you forever. You let me be pathetic when I need to be, but quickly stand me back up, brush off the dirt and debris, and set me back on the right path. I've heard Emmett say that you see me as a big sister, someone to look up to. But I also look up to you. You're one of the few people I listen to when it comes to my health.
Sydney-
Or Sydlicious as my mom calls you! I haven't talked to you in forever, ever since I went off to college. But I miss those long talks in your car. Your insight into relationships and family made me rethink my own position on things. Or made my resolutions all the stronger. You're also my good ol' kinky friend~ The one who appreciates bruises just as much as I do~! We gotta hang out again, girlie.
Chelsea-
My little girl friend's all grown up! I remember when you and Tommy were first going out. Back in Sophomore or Freshman year. And now you're married and living together! My god, you remind me of how quickly time goes by! We went from talking about World History to sex, next will be kids! Jeezum. I have got to visit you up in the midwest sometime soon! Maybe not winter though. I lived in Maine for a year, but even the midwest has too much snow for me. We also have the same taste in reading materials. I have found awesome authors thanks to you~!
Kendra-
Mah Kenji~ I knew you in Middle School. I joined orchestra and 4H because of you. I loved spending time with you. You are just so awesome and compassionate. You were one of the few people who had my same interests. Our little Lithonia Middle group. We don't talk nearly as much now, which we should. You've grown up into such a woman. Beautiful and smart and powerful. You make people want to do what's right. I miss our younger days, but I'd love to know more about you now.
Amari-
We were crazy, chickie! Back in middle school and even high school! When we're together, nothing can stop us! You're like a sister to me! You've lived with me for some odd years or months. There is nothing that can separate us: not distance or people or anything else! Even though we have some differences, we still accept each other in all that we are! It's amazing how well we get along! My mixed-y girl friend~
Ian-
You are one incredibly smart guy. Ridiculously smart. The debates we have leave me wondering why I felt so smart. The ideas you have and the opinions you make for yourself have me wondering why you feel so inadequate. We almost dated back in high school, but I'm glad we stayed friends. We're similar, but too different to be anything past friends. You don't understand my fetishes and I don't get yours. But we hold some of the same ideals for almost everything else. We should also talk more. Not so much about sex 'cause that seems to get you into some sort of trouble which I don't understand. But more about our thoughts and ideas. I'd be very interested to see what you have to say about the happenings throughout the world.
Kentucky-
You're slow sometimes, but you're still such a kind man. So very determined to do what you want. But you get so easily deterred when something doesn't go right. You've got to fight harder for what you want. You have the right path, but you need to go through those painful obstacles to get there. Trust me, you don't wanna be like me. You're too good to be like me. You're too compassionate about marine biology to just give it up. Fight harder and you'll get there.
Colie-
I MISS YOU! You're one of the best roommates I think I could ever have! I can't imagine anyone else who would have accepted me with all my insanities and quirks. Though I think you should love your body more. Not just because I do, but because you have too much going for you to hate it all. Stop looking at each individual part and look at the masterpiece that it all makes as a whole. I'm not the only one who thinks you're beautiful, so perhaps you should start listening to us~
Kimy-
You are a no nonsense kinda gal, just the kind of person I need to kick my ass into gear. Yeah, you've got humor and silliness, but that stops when things should be serious. And your life is one of the most hilarious things I've ever come across. That shouldn't offend you because you know what I mean~ All of those horribly ridiculous and out of place things just flock to you! You should also feel more confidence in your looks. I would kill to be as sexy as you. You have no idea. And I envy your intelligence; you might not believe that, but I do.
Shrui-
My chimera friend! We met online, but I feel like you could be a fantastic friend IRL. When the planets and stars align and we do finally meet, I just know it's going to be awesome! We're so similar in our humor and opinions. I'd count you as a sister as well and a very good best friend.
Krowe-
You're one crazy and humble dude. I'm so glad to see you and Shrui together. Like a couple made in matchmaking heaven~ You're just so perfect together! I love how you can brighten my day with your randomness and intelligence. I'm so jealous of your writing skills, it's insane. You're always there to cheer me up, and I try to do the same for you.
DM-
Though I don't even know your real name, I still think of you and value you as a close friend. As damaged as you seem to think you are, you have such a clear outlook on life. You've opened my eyes to such a variety of subjects: from kinks to politics to self discovery. You are such a bizarre person, but almost everything you say or do makes sense. I love the conversations we have. I'm not being facetious when I say we should meet one day. Aside from your more intimate issues, I aspire to be like you.
Andy-
My love. My best friend. My Mate and Master. I love you and all that you do for me. You have a strange sense of humor sometimes, but I love hearing you laugh. Your dedication to the things you love makes me jealous sometimes, but I also admire how hard you work for the things you want. If only I could grab hold of a tenth of that determination, I'd probably still be in college. You also love me, even with all the things I think are wrong with myself. You're there to push me into doing right. You have no qualms with telling me when I'm wrong, and gracefully accept when I point out your transgressions. You match me so well that I thank whatever inhabits the clouds above for allowing me to catch you and make you mine. You cater to my demands and inner desires to the best of your abilities. You try your best to keep me in line, but it's difficult to do so from a distance, since I'm so misbehaved. But I try my hardest to please you! You remind me all the time of our future together: kids, Zillie, dream jobs. I would not be able to envision a future if you weren't there for me. You are the one that makes me fight for a good life. It's my own self that sets it all back. But you're always there behind me to coax me back into place. You set my heart a'poundin' with your loving words and soft touches. I love you!
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Of course there's more people than this in my life. If you aren't listed, doesn't mean I hate you. Just means I don't know you well enough to say much about you. If you aspire to be in my circle of friends, extend an invite to conversation~ And if you think you belong on here, let me know. And I'll let you know whether that's true or not.
