No Good

It seems I've been neglecting this. I said I'd try and post once a week, but that obviously hasn't been happening.

So, some updates:

Moving by the end of the month. Gonna be living with my boyfriend by October at the latest. So, that's thrilling and nerve-wracking all at the same time. Gonna be getting a job to help him pay for rent. Hopefully, it's the job I've had my eyes on for a while. Very nice pay~

Wasn't hospitalized, but still some rather depressing news. Seems like the doctors have no hope for me.

Depression is still lurking around, of course. This week and last week have been bad. Horrible dreams last week. Over all lethargy this week. And of course, bad thoughts abound.

Beginning to think this isn't worth it. Doing this blog thing. Sure, there are a select few of you who read and possibly appreciate it. But what good is it doing? I'm not keeping up with it like I should. I only ever feel like writing important stuff down. I'm not so... Superficial that I feel the need to write about a dinner that I had a week ago. Am I asking for too much from this? To suddenly become all philosophical just because people are watching me? Eh.

Again folks, don't hesitate to ask for stuff from me: writings, explanations, stories, etc. And Bun-Bun, I'll be working on the stuff you requested. Maybe that'll get me outta my funk.